Mi sembra di passare sempre troppo poco tempo con te, the daily grind, the university occupy most of my days, I'll be back home but the time we spend together is always too damn little. I could hardly talk anymore, every time we try someone else claims your attention, often for trivial and banal, and especially without any regard to your obvious tiredness.
I recall with great pleasure and nostalgia our long walks pro-cardio! Your stories of the past and my reflections on the uncertainty of tomorrow, I return with my mind at that time thinking he aver apprezzato al pieno la bellezza di quegli istanti, credendo di avere tempo tanto altro tempo per stare con te… E invece tutto è cambiato in un secondo, tutto è cambiato da quel 4 gennaio dell’anno scorso, niente è più come prima, non è più possibile concederci un po’ di tempo per noi, non posso fare niente per permetterti di staccare la mente dalla situazione attuale, posso solo evitarti un po’ di stanchezza fisica assumendomi in parte le tue incombenze quotidiane quando ci sono.
I miei fine settimana volano, e non riesco comunque per quanto mi impegni e regalarti un po’ di spensieratezza, vorrei essere nata prima e have had the opportunity to be near for the longest time, when it was still possible to''live free''.
I wish time would stop, and as I said when I was small, continue to believe that they have the power not to grow old, I told myself that I would not have allowed ... but I can not ... I can not nothing ...
I feel helpless, impotent useless ... ....
I wish to arrange every moment with you, not to forget, I would go back in time, as if by magic I was close Essert in every moment of your life, even if by force of circumstances I could not because I was not born yet ... Like a butterfly fluttering around next I Essert been in every episode of your life, when you went to school ... and you were doing homework, when when you were a few games ... birbanteria and great-grandmother scold you, I've seen it all ... when you've had us, the expression you had when you held me in her arms ... I can imagine .... your eyes have not changed ...
The sweet expression with which you look at me, whether I'm right ... and when is when I do something wrong with me ... riprendi, mi indichi la strada, ma mai in modo sgradevole ….
Non mi hai mai fatto sentire incapace in niente, mi hai dato sempre forza e tanta ancora me ne dai….e quello che faccio di giusto nella mia vita , quello che sono in questo mondo lo devo a te…tu sei il mio orgoglio ed io, per quanto sia imperfetta ,….sono il tuo….
Renderti fiera di me mi spinge ad andare avanti, anche nei momenti di sconforto, quando vorrei abbandonare tutto, quando io dubito di me stessa, tu non lo fai…mi dai coraggio mi sei accanto…
Vorrei dire e fare something to show you how much I love you, but everything I do and I say I do not get enough, and I'm afraid .. a great fear that it can lose at any moment ...
Before you know everything about you feel satisfied with the first time with you ... when will (hopefully as far as possible), will always be too soon ... I do not get enough of you ... and how long I have available will never be enough for you even if only a small part of what you are to me, will never be enough to say thank you mom ...
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